Everything I do, I just fall to short.
I've watched my mind distort, running from my last resort.
I don't know, how I got this way.
I've gone astray, this could be my last day.
What's the use of pushing, when I just seem to fail?
What's the use of fighting, when there is no avail?
I'm sick of trying.
I'm sick of crying.
I'm sick of living this life.
Here I am, I'm going nowhere.
I gotta find, meaning somewhere.
In my head, I'm just a failure.
There is no hope, there is no savior.
Sometimes I wander, in the back of my mind.
Thoughts of a time, when things were fine.
I was destined to win, where do I begin?
Now I'm drowning in this life of sin.
Please take my hand, I'm sinking deeper.
I'm haunted by the shadow of the grim reaper.
I live in fear, my time is near, do your best to forget me when I disappear.
Here I am, I'm going nowhere.
I gotta find, meaning somewhere.
In my head, I'm just a failure.
There is no hope, there is no savior.
I must be fucking cursed.
There's nothing left for me on this Earth.
Six feet deep under the dirt.
Is the only way, I'll find my worth.